Ye be warned! (Random post in the midst of failed understanding)

I’m not exactly sure what I intend to write. Unlike some who do their best writing with a detailed outlines, my best writing (even in school) comes from my emotions and heart. Perhaps, that is why it was hit or miss with some of my professors and determined whether I would finish a course with a B or an A. All it took was for someone to inform me that it was completely impossible to write a fully objective paper and to list the reasons why, for me to stop attempting to write one. So here goes:
Or not…? I have attempted to write like this before, and then I stop myself. Perhaps, out of fear. Fear of what you might ask. I’m not quite sure, but if I had to guess it would be fear of helping the reader affirm what it is I already know to be so true. That I am not perfect or even more so that I fail so hard and the things I want to succeed at the most. On top of that, the standards set by internet trolls stand as incomprehensible. The bloggers, the vloggers, the commenters, the cable news voices paint such a definite perception of judgement that I would much rather just keep my thoughts to myself and drown in uncertainty rather than expose myself to the unrelenting judgement of the world.

Still, taking into account my faith and occupation I am obviously supposed to seek counsel, wise as it may be, nevertheless I have such a hard time doing so. Why? Because there is such a wide divisions in truth claims and expectations of what one is to believe, that I would much rather read the text for myself and seeks old theological heads to help me discern rather than trust inconsistent faith voices today. The majority of which are plagued by corrupt politics and secular intellectualism that all ties to the early community of believers seem to be diminished save the name. The irony of scholars with the same credentials in the same field of study drawing two completely different conclusions overwhelms me with hopelessness. If I were a fool I would draw the conclusion that based on a study of humanities inconsistency there was no such thing as complete truth, but with all my shortcomings and past failures I have come to understand that truth is very much a reality, it is the people who play the role of the phony sham. Nonetheless, even with this deeply held belief I find it hard to find hope in humanity.

Another worry of mine is the concept of mentorship. It should be obvious to all who swear the practice that mentorship is chiseled to a bogus idealist concept, if not nurtured by intentional consistency that first takes time to understand the person before then working long time to help shape and form. Good intentions from people who jump into commitments with no intent of longevity do nothing to help the other and in fact may further damage the individual needing to be mentored with half-hearted solutions to real problems, with no explanations of the solution and how it is to fit into the uniqueness of the specified situation the mentored person finds them self in. Such half-hearted efforts and false commitment leads me to proclaim that I would much rather save the heartache of unfulfilled promised of fallen people and  keep to myself the things a mentor and wise advice could resolve so easily with lived experience and reflections.

These are only a few things that weigh on my heart. And since it appears that things are declining quickly I see no reason to keep them in. I hope this has been revealed in a gathered classy way as one of my pet peeves is people who air their issues on social media as if they were spilling their heart to daytime talk show host. I’ve given just enough to not burden those who don’t care, with unnecessary embarrassing details, saving them from the temptation to gospel and slander, but also for those who may see past these wordy explanations, to the heart of the issues to press further the issue. Ye be warned my walls stand as tall of those that once stood in Jericho and only a miracle will get them crashing down. If you don’t have the energy don’t bother save pray and petition.

Barth series 5 of 7 Freedom in the Command of God

Introduction:

During my second year of Seminary, I had the pleasure of taking a yearlong “theology and ethics of Karl Barth” course at Pittsburgh Theological Seminary taught by Dr. John Burgess.  The year accounted for three credits hours in which we covered Karl Barth’s “Church Dogmatics Volume 3: The Doctrine of Creation Part 4.” The setup of the class was to read anywhere from 25-40 pages of Barth a week and produce a detailed outline of the material in the readings. We then would meet once a week to discuss the readings. At the end of the course, we were asked to prepare a 20-page paper that covered a main theme in the Church Dogmatics Volume. This series of blogs consists of sections from my paper that I wrote for the course. As you will see in the posts, I was specifically impressed by Barth’s discussion of ethical issues in the light of the Command of God and what he calls the exceptional case to that command. There are many other things that I loved in this volume that are not covered in these post, and I am in no way claiming to have fully comprehend what Barth is getting at, I just want to share some of my thoughts in hope to continue my theological pursuit after seminary!

Part 1 of 7 (Introduction) 

Part 2 of 7 (On Suicide)

Part 3 of 7 (Ethical Issues) 

Part 4 of 7 (Just War)

    After a thorough discussion of Barth’s views concerning the Command of God in the light of specific ethical issues of the everyday life of an individual, there are certain things that become evident. The first is that Barth has a high respect for the Command of God and what it means for humanity. If at all possible Barth believes that the Christian should follow the Command wholeheartedly. The second is that respect for the Command of God shows that Barth draws a profound respect for human life and the preservation of it. The third, Barth respects the Command of God enough to not limit the Command to an absolute principle, and leaves room for the Command of God to be a living rule, in the lives of believers allowing for the Command to change in the exceptional case. The next part of the essay will focus more deeply on these three conclusions drawn from Barth’s discussion. 

    For Barth, humanity obeying the Command of God is an essential factor for the preserving of the life of all people. It speaks the truth in a world that is filled with lies and provides order in a world that would otherwise be chaos. It also provides guidelines for humanity, and for a proper relationship with God. Barth sees this relationship of humanity to God as a very active lively relationship in which the living God reigns in the lives of Christ-followers, and the believers are provided freedom to follow God where they are led. This relationship and freedom as shown above leads Barth to believe that there cannot be a limit to the Command if it is truly acted out in the context of a relationship and freedom. Barth sees the Command of God as something that is constantly being spoken (living Command); as opposed to something that was only spoken many years ago (written Command). This shapes his entire view of Church Dogmatics and it certainly shapes how Barth understands his section on the “Protection of Life”. The written Command is the guide given to man to interpret the active Command of God. Barth does not believe that humanity should disregard the written Command especially what is recorded in Holy Scripture. If at all possible Barth believes that those Commands should be followed and obeyed above all other things. But Barth wants to allow freedom for the Command of God to reign and this includes taking into account different circumstances that people may face. In the context of an active relationship, God may encourage a person to perform an act that is against the written Command. 

    This respect for the Command also leads to the respect of human life. The present demand “thou shall not kill” resonates to Barth and the importance placed on the human life by God. This is not to suggest that human life is special in and of itself. Apart from the Command and relationship with God, human life lacks meaning and falls short of its intended purpose. Nevertheless, the Command of God is active and alive. This means that it is not just those who read the Bible that are impacted by the Command of God, but all people in the world have some interaction with the Command whether they realize it or not, because the Command of God is alive and active. This is the purpose given to humanity by which Barth understands all ethical issues. This is why Barth can say the Church’s duty is to remind the state that it is to seek peace in all its affairs, and reframe from taking lives if at all possible. This is not just a suggestion for Barth it is a demand from the Command of God. Nevertheless, if the state has truly acted out all oppositions to facilitate peace without any success and the threat of harm still remains then Barth feels that the Command of God could very much be saying to enter into war to preserve human life and bring peace.

Border, Drugs, and Rehabilitation

I welcome you to C.R.E.E.D.A. a drug and alcohol rehabilitation center located in the border town of Agua Prieta, Mexico. Along with drug and alcohol rehabilitation C.R.E.E.D.A. a Catholic ministry also provides psychological  for children and adults. The organization has developed a 12 step program for those who are a part of the program. Unfortunately, our group did not get a chance to learn what those twelve steps were, nonetheless the following stories I will share below will affirm the productivity and success of the program. 

Before I share these stories of successful rehabilitations I feel it will be helpful to provide some context concerning exactly what Agua Prieta is up against. As a border town, Agua Prieta became one of the ports in which drugs from Mexico would enter the United States. The recent movements of the U.S. government to ensure that drug lords will not have easy access to the United States soil have provided problem for the town of Agua Prieta. To be sure, I applaud this specific move of the U.S. government to fight drugs in our nation. Ideally one would hope that by cutting off the demand of the U.S. citizen the drug lords would consider some other occupation that would benefit the country of Mexico and its citizens. However, this is an unrealistic improbable expectation and the sad reality is that these drug lords have taken over the bordering cities causing a major problem of drug addiction. Thus, C.R.E.E.D.A. is doing a great justice to this Agua Prieta.

Now to introduce you to Estella. Estella is only 15 years old and has graduated the program, but she still visits nearly every day because of the family-like atmosphere and accountability she receives a C.R.E.E.D.A. Estella shared about the drug traffickers habits in Agua Prieta by informing us that these drug lords prey on younger children, because it is easier to take advantage of them.  They get the children addicted and/or selling their poison so these children are imprisoned to these traffickers their entire life. She described a very typical pre-teen/ teenager mentality of believing she knew better than her parents and she described her rebellious spirit. However, when her story took on a new scale of concern is when she confessed the age in which she started using drugs. Ten years old was the first time she used marijuana. At such a young age, she described the peer pressure of her friends. She declined a few times but after beings asked over and over she finally gave in. 

She became addicted and her parent quick realized what she was involved in and demanded she stop. By this time, it was too late, and Estella soon ran away from home looking for more and more drugs. She explained how marijuana had got boring so she looked for stronger highs. She took to the streets doing whatever she could to acquire more and more drugs.  She slept in abandon houses, under bridges and needless to say this was the lowest place for Estella as her reality had become hell on earth. One day Estella was walking on the street with one of her friends. She then saw her mom and uncle. They quickly took action are grab Estella against her will taking her back to her home. After contacting C.R.E.E.D.A., they enrolled her into the program holding on to the hope to get Estella back. 

Estella explained how at first she hated it. It was very difficult for her, but after a while she realized that they were not looking to hurt her but wanted to help her. She began to gain weight and felt alive again. She learned quickly that it was not a good thing to hang out with her old friends because of the temptation that presented its self. So as mentioned early she made a second home at C.R.E.E.D.A. Estella ended her story by saying, “ This is a great place to be and say no to drugs.” 

Estella was born in Douglas, Arizona thus she is a U.S. citizen. She has family in the U.S. and Mexico which is the case for some many people we came in contact with. Raymond another boy who was also a U.S. citizen had been a part of the program for 21 days. He was in the program to be healed from a marijuana addiction. 

After they shared our group got a chance to ask them a few questions: 

Q: It seems like parents could do the best they could to raise their children. They  could love, care and support them, but children can still end up on drugs; What advice would you give parents? 

A: Talk to them about drugs before their friends or other people do. 

Q: Why is there so much drug activity in Agua Prieta? 

A: The police are too lax. 

Q: In the U.S. there has been a recent push to legalize marijuana. Do you feel that that is a good idea? 

A: No, I believe it is wrong because marijuana is the door for other drugs, because after a person gets use to it they seek stronger drugs. 

A question was directed towards the issue of the time they are missing in school by being in the program. The response was it is better to miss a year of school to be healed than for the children to be allowed to attend school and risk being addicted to drugs their entire life. 

All in all, the organization is a beautiful ministry to the city of Agua Prieta. Unfortunately, the center has limited funding but this doesn’t seem to dampen the Spirit of everyone there. 
In my next post, we will venture into the desert to walk the trail that the migrants walk. I will show you the resting place for these weary travelers, the living water tanks setup at these spots and tough terrain of this region. See you soon! 

P.S. If you read my last post you may be curious as to where the scripture hermetical analysis is that I promised. In the light of the recent concerns in Ferguson Mo, I choose to direct that analysis towards the people in Ferguson. If you click here it will lead you to that post. Please continue praying for peace and justice for our nation in the name of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ!